August 10, 2008

• I come here and I have so much to say and can’t get it down on paper – not like me at all – my mind is rushing too fast – mom got sick in may with pneumonia – put in hospital – then rehab – this is the second weekend they let her come home – back to rehab tomorrow – in a few weeks she’ll be well enough to come home permanently they said but she caught c-dif and this is the fourth time she has it – poor dear – I feel alone and scared over things lately – like I no longer have control – nacho isn’t well – Tere’ is so grown up I miss our talks – but she is a wonderful daughter and I’m proud of her – my marriage hasn’t changed – don’t think it ever will – my friends have busy exciting lives – I have painted myself into a corner of obligation – but I wouldn’t not help mom for the world – she actually is better now than she has been in years – just waiting for her to be released – going to get help too this time – while I’m at work – an aide they said – that’ll give me peace of mind – but I worry she’ll get sick again – my mind rushes – I feel very lonely tonight…:( – not a fun summer – I usually have a good sense of humor and a nice upbeat attitude about things – I must be over tired…:( will try and visit my friends here soon – they probably think I disappeared – but with work and going to the rehab at night I am tired – I feel a lacking in my life …

  
  

  Henrietta and Woody on my roof…

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