March 22, 2009

• Someone in work let me borrow this book.  I read it over the past few weeks a little at night and I am so happy I did.  It is called Embraced by the Light.  It is a journal of the author’s experience with dieing and returning to life on earth. I have read other books on this subject but this was the most beautiful to date.  She is a wonderful author. 

  I am trying to take “lotsayear’s” advice and learn that it isn’t a situation upon me but how I react to it.  Choices again…lessons…

  It was a beautiful day today.  I spent the majority of it taking care of mom of course and also getting paperwork together for the accountant tomorrow.  Tere’ will sit with her until I return.  I just am hoping in a positive manner that she has a better night tonight than she has had the past three so I can get some well deserved rest.

  I sat outside and sorted the papers in an effort to receive some fresh air and sunshine. it was nice. 

  I have been looking so much on the negative of everything of late because, I know, I am so sleep deprived.  I am promising myself to look for the positive, along with maybe a free volunteer, as Jassmine suggested, to help me out a bit.

  I have decided that even though I am experiencing some financial difficulties, it is imperative that I put aside a small amount of money, even $5 a week or every two weeks so that I can afford to take the certification course in past life regressions.  I think along with my Reiki (I took private lessons twice a month for five years in Tibetan Reiki) I can maybe generate some extra cash.  Having just the Reiki alone won’t pull people’s interest, they like past life regressions and I have always wanted to learn this.  So I will. I have room in my home to do this maybe on a Sunday would be good and it will also lead me in the direction I want to be.  I am hoping.  One can only try.  Some day I want to learn to “sign” too.  Always wanted to.

  I just checked on mom and she is absolutely fine, very annoyed her shows aren’t on because of the cbs NBA going on for the fifth day she says.  She seems very aware tonight – God, please let her sleep without stiffness, uncontrolled movement or stupidity with not using the commode so we can both rest.  There you have me wiping my hands now, it’s yours’ God…

  Bill is downstairs working on the family room we stopped using many years ago and want to turn it back into the family room again and turn the little one upstairs into a informal dining room because the kitchen is so small.  Tere’ wants to entertain and with mom having two rooms we are really on top of each other.  Once it is done I can do my Reiki down there I am thinking.

  I miss my laughter, does that make sense, I discovered today that I haven’t laughed and I need to…maybe I’ll watch a comedy…

  enjoy your Monday everyone, hugs…Sassy

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